I'm writing this as I'm .... really over it.
I've been on an ascension journey for years. That has led to a continuous self love journey / reclamation / whatever
Has it been worth it? Yes. Have I become insanely powerful? Yes!
But it's still f ***ed
My dad is still shitty.
I still need a fucking living wage to .. live, and survive.
Hence,
why this journey
has also shown me
get off on the fucked up parts, too.
things will always be fucked.... people will still suck. you'll still hurt... really fucking bad.
but if you learn how to harness all of that pain and get off on it, get high on it
get turned on by it
it doesn't suck as bad.
this is the journey of the shadow side
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